It’s not that hard to figure out why my girlfriend has decided to break up with me. She had already found someone better. And it takes a lot of time to accept that fact. She does not deserve to be loved by me all along. i figured that even though she had a bad reputation in the past I can still change her. i fantasied too much about what I want to happen in my life and ended up hurting myself severely in the process. i don’t want to be with a lady that is like my ex-girlfriend anymore it’s just too much stress to carry on. i feel like I don’t really want to be alive anymore just because I found myself played by a girl that I used to love very deeply. But every boy has to grow up and face the harsh trust. i guess that it’s time for me to accept and be a man about what’s happening in my life. i should be comfortable with how am I going to handle my life from here on out. Even if I am a single man I still want to be happy unlike what other people think of me. But the sooner I try to figure out what’s the right thing for me to do in my life the best results that I can have to be honest. There’s plenty of reason why I should just forget about my ex-girlfriend and move on to the next person who will help me handle my life more carefully. i know what to do right now and that is to figure out what’s the point of my life the one i wanted to date a London escort. It’s not like me to date a London escort from London escorts services out of the blue. But I just was attracted to one London escort one day and can’t get enough of her. She’s just a friend but it’s only for now. i have a lot of secret and mixed feelings towards a London escort and I am going to say to her all of what I have in mind when the right time comes. i am not a happy person in the past and I just realised it. I guess that true happiness is easy to find. I’m just happy that it did not take too long for me to find the right kind of London escort to love. There are much more good things that I want to do with a London escort and she does not know it yet. i have a lot in mind in how to keep the both of us interested in keeping each touch all of the time and it’s starts with trying to have fun for starts. i just saw an endless possibilities and potential when I’m going to stay with a London escort. That’s why I am feeling very happy and eager to stay with her. i don’t want her to worry about anything else in her life because I am here no matter what.